I write because I am striving to be the Love..

I write because that same Love sometimes eludes me…

I write because the pen soothes the furrow in my brows and the stomp of my steps…

I write because it slows down the perfectionist, who doesn’t always know what’s best for the rest of me…

I write because I can sometimes show up amazingly eloquent in one line, humble in the next, and yet, impactful with every stroke…

I write because I need to turn to my Beloved every millisecond of the day…

I write because the pen alerts me when I have strayed…

I write because I am fully competent in the study of my lower self — arrogance, judgment, anger, resentments, hunger, fear… who sleep in my belly, waiting to create separation between me and Creation…

I write because I must shower those lower parts with a Higher mercy…

I write because “they” call from the other side, in the wee hours of the morning, leaving me no other option, other than to holler back, “OK! I’m coming! Lemme grab my cat.”

I write because my pen is the healing bridge between my heart and all of humanity…

I write because it is there, and sometimes only there, where I can speak, and receive,

“I’m sorry.”

Originally published at medium.com

Author(s)

  • Sabrina N'Diaye, PhD

    therapist…storyteller…peacebuilder…

    The Heart Nest

    Dr. Sabrina N’Diaye is an integrative psychotherapist and founder of the Heart Nest Center for Peace and Healing in Baltimore, Maryland. There, she lovingly serves women, couples, other healers, and small groups. Her approach to healing is a blend of wisdom, science, and ancient spiritual practices. She is also a proud faculty member of the Center for Mind-Body Medicine, where she teaches the art of self-care to healthcare professionals around the globe. She is currently serving the Center as a teacher and guide for Jordanian healthcare professionals who are in service to Syrian refugees. Dr. Sabrina is a highly-sought public speaker, member of the treatment community, and frequently lectures on spirituality, self-care, and the “magic” of connection. Her many audiences include police departments, flight attendants, healing artists, peacebuilders, and aspiring writers. She is currently writing her first book, The Laugh of Love, based on her maternal grandmother’s ability to transcend multiple traumas and chronic illness. Dr. Sabrina is a devoted wife, mother, daughter, and life-long learner, who remains humbled by the healing power of compassion, love and forgiveness. Dr. Sabrina can be reached at [email protected]