Last week we moved for the fourth time in four years.  I must admit, I was in denial the last few weeks before the big day.  The schedule was full of appointments and events and dance competitions.  The packing and purging loomed before me.   Our elementary school was having a book bonanza so I ended up donating about 12 bags of books to the cause.  It looked like I had robbed a library.

Three days before the move, just before dinner, my cell phone rang.  It was my 13-year-old son’s friend saying, “Your son has been hit by a car on his bike.  You should come!”

Every mother’s nightmare.  I dropped what I was doing and ran.  Thankfully after riding to the hospital by ambulance and getting all the tests done, he walked away with a few bruises.  This reminded me that no matter where we lay our heads at night, the most important thing is being with the ones you love.

Author Tim Ferriss talks about something called fear setting instead of goal setting.  A few times a year he makes a list of all the things he is scared of.  Then he follows through with what would happen should that fear come true.  He has even fasted or lived on oatmeal for a period of time to see if he could survive on very little.  And of course he did.  So then he wipes that fear off the list.  And he can take action without worrying that he won’t survive the consequences.

Once the boxes were unpacked and the cupboards and shelves were full of books and plates and clothes after our move, I looked around and thought, “What was I so scared of?”  As U.S. President Theodore Roosevelt once said, “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.”

So make the move, take the interview, meet the new person.  Once you do it, you will realize you were being held back by the story in your head.  And you can re-write that story any time you choose.

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  • Siobhan Kelleher Kukolic

    Mother-of-three. Freelance writer. Author. #HuffPost blogger. Believer in dreams. www.siobhankukolic.com

    Siobhan Kukolic is a storyteller at heart. She writes to inspire the belief that we have all we need to be the change we wish to see. She recently published her first book, available on Amazon and Indigo. The Treasure You Seek is about following your heart, believing in yourself beyond reason, embracing failure and knowing that you are enough. It includes inspirational stories about famous failures, cultural icons, world leaders and regular folks like you and me. The goal is to remind us that we have all we need to be the change we wish to see. A perfect read for graduates from elementary school through university, people starting their career, changing jobs or retiring, friends going through a medical crisis, new parents, empty nesters and anyone who wants to be inspired. She started her career as a copywriter working on campaigns for organizations including Esso, Mead Johnson Nutrition, Grand & Toy, Labatt, and SC Johnson. While raising her kids, she volunteered as co-chair of her school council for seven years, helped get eight 20-foot maples donated for an eco-classroom and co-ordinated the building of a school peace garden with 115 donated trees and shrubs for Earth Day. She co-founded a not-for-profit movement called Blueberry Shark, named after a healthy fruit and the only animal that doesn't get cancer, with a mission to create the healthiest kids in the world. By providing a voice for those who didn't have one, she rallied enough media attention to help crowd-fund $105,000 in two weeks to pay for an unfunded drug for a mother of two dying of stage-four brain cancer. She also used media attention to nudge the government to change drug coverage policy right before an election and get a $360,000 a year drug covered for a 12-year-old cystic fibrosis patient. Her letters to the editor are frequently published in the National Post and she has represented her neighbourhood by making deputations at city council and the school board. She spends her time blogging, speaking to students and corporations about grit, and juggling the schedules of her three kids as they follow their dreams in competitive Irish dance and ice hockey. www.siobhankukolic.com