Excerpt from Exhilarated Life: Discovering Inner Happiness

Awash in Lemonade and the Great Rubber Band Remedy

Do you remember the I Love Lucy episode when Lucy and Ethel get
a job in the chocolate factory?
At first they manage to keep up with
the conveyor belt and then, as it gets faster, they miss a few, pocket
a few and finally end up shoving handfuls of chocolates into their
mouths until they are sick. Well, it might be okay at the outset to
make lemonade when life hands you lemons, but in the long run all
you end up with is a sticky mess that doesn’t quench your thirst! Also,
as your boat floats off course on a sweet and yellow sea, you are so busy
with processing lemons that you take your eye off the horizon—your
goal—while your charts blur.

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Before you get sick of the lemonade analogy, bear with me a second
There are two worlds we live in: The Big Picture and the Little
Drama. I’ve talked about this before. We are always straddling them,
probably while Heaven looks on taking bets. Which will we choose?
Will we choose to be free and fulfill our most gorgeous, joyful, creative
selves and live in community with other such individuals? Will we get
distracted by all the lemons lobbed at us, consumed by the mundane
and live a life making the best of sour situations—relationships, jobs,
finances, the world?

Many years ago, I had an epiphany. My role in life was to create beauty,
peace, harmony—a world of loveliness—health, vitality, joy, and
creativity. Let’s call it Eden. I didn’t at the time know how I was going
to do this exactly, but I knew that there were plenty of people bent on
ugliness, hate, war, greed, and abuse, and even more people who live
unconsciously—not even knowing they have choices. They shrug their
shoulders, shake their collective head, and squeeze more lemons.

There are the terrorists, over there, igniting child suicide bombers with
visions of the afterlife; there is the war machine, down there, which
niftily keeps its populace distracted from the essentials lacking in such
a resource rich society; there are bankers, everywhere, who play us like
marionettes—yanking hundreds of thousands off their feet by playing
shell games with their very life savings. And then there is the Big
Pharma and the WHO, which short of killing us, thrive on continued
illness of the body or malaise of the spirit. And the charge that runs
through the wires of all that terror and uncertainty is the ubiquitous
voice of the media.

I admit there might have been a thread of a rant in my recent writing.
But it wasn’t until I witnessed someone close to me shedding the
skin of a persona that was familiar but no longer served them, that
I got the “aha” moment.

As one listening to another as they stand shivering and vulnerable before
new skin forms, I remembered what I have experienced so many times
before. And that is: Just as you are about to take a leap into an uncharted
and sparkling lagoon of self-actualization, you absolutely must shed all
that does not serve you. Fear, doubt, insecurity, negativity,
attachment—all—gotta go!

The parable about the camel, the rich man, and the eye of the needle
isn’t about wealth keeping you from Heaven
—it is that often wealth
or some other form of attachment is a compensation for insecurity or
lack of self-esteem that is hard to let go. We become attached to our
stuff—our possessions, our relationships, our status, our “good” name.

We think these attachments protects us from an uncertain world. But all
this stuff and status is the construct of the world described above—the
Little Drama. Ironically this Little Drama plays out over and over again
on a global scale. It affects the collective soul of humanity where millions
of children starve on a planet that would supply our every need and desire
if we didn’t hoard, modify, pollute or kill her bit by bit in our ignorance and

This nightmare is largely driven by those whose agenda is
self-serving, and peopled by the mostly unconscious and unquestioning.

I’m not unconscious but sometimes I forget to remember. While I’m
ranting about them, I’m not doing anything constructive about me.
While I am busy making lemonade, my boat is slipping into the fast
current with the others that are heading for the falls. Remember Marilyn
Monroe in Niagara? Man, that movie scared me! How do you get back
to the Big Picture and out of the slipstream of unconsciousness? Well,
with a rubber band.

In the world of the Little Drama you are playing against the house
which business it is to win—at all costs.
They know all the odds and
angles and play them, for survival—their survival, not yours, and
not the world’s. For a moment you might win a bit, even become
intoxicated with the glamour and bright lights, but in the long
run, you lose. This game isn’t about money or security: It is about
freedom. The game is a losing game as long as you are kept distracted
and uncertain—busy making lemonade, like a good little stoic, or
Baptist, or Muslim, or New Ager.

The rubber band? Oh yes. In this world bent on uncertainty, it is said
the average person has an insecure or negative thought six or seven
times an hour! If we know that we cannot plant a peach tree and grow
an elephant, then we know, absolutely, that we reap what we sow. So
if we have negative and insecure thoughts six or seven times an hour
(more in the wee hours, from experience), how can we create a life of
joy and abundance?

We can visualize and have all the pictures we want of our hearts’
desires (Greek villas on the Aegean anyone?) but if we continue with
unexamined mental activity, how close are we going to get to our dream?
And what is our dream but an expression of all that we have in
us to be?
The ultimate fulfillment of our own perfect and unique Self,
living in beautiful surroundings with people we love, creating a world
of happiness?

Just as I came upon the negative thought statistic, I did a little self-analysis
quiz in a book.
The book said to get someone who knows you
well to help. So I asked Athan. I had answered the questions with my
impeccable self-awareness and honesty, and just wanted him to affirm
my clarity.

The first question was, “Are you mostly positive or negative?”
“Positive, of course,” say I.
“Ha!” says Athan.
“What?” I rejoin, incredulous and terribly hurt.
“Well, you get there eventually—but you sure don’t start there,” Athan

Tearing up, I said, “Well then, what right do I have writing about
awareness if I’m so negative?”

“See what I mean?” my beloved replied gently.

When I shared this with my friend, she suggested I put a rubber band
around my wrist, and every time I have a negative thought—snap it.

Well, after the shock of the irrefutable fact that I default to negativity
more than a little, you know what I discovered?
First of all that snapping
rubber bands hurts like hell. Second, people close to you think that it’s
okay to snap your band for you if you miss a random comment.

Third, I discovered a lot of the negative and insecure thoughts are not even
my own!
They are from sources beyond memory, from the news, from
other peoples’ opinions, and reflections of a very warped world. In
short, our thoughts keep us tethered to the world of the Little Drama.
And in the Little Drama we are inevitably small and our dreams
pinched and beyond reach.

The fourth and most important thing I learned? When I control my
thoughts—every one of them—the lemons don’t keep hurtling at me.

And when I stop making lemonade, there is no sea; there are no rapids,
no falls. My goal—freedom—Eden—lies shining on the horizon and
the way is on solid ground.

In my hands right now is all I need to create the life I desire. In my heart
is the hologram of all that I might be. So today I will concentrate on all the
positive and constructive thoughts and actions I can take toward my own
freedom. And what if I get snagged on the opinion of others, the wish for
security over independence, or fear of the unknown? I’ll just snap out of it!


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