“I don’t think I can do this anymore,” I cried. I stood there in the dimly lit kitchen and faced my partner.  “I’m just not happy.”   He held me, as I began to list all the reasons why I was unhappy.   There were personal, professional, and environmental reasons. However at the root of it all was an overwhelming sense of discontent with all aspects of my life.

Nothing that I did seemed good enough, my self worth was low and I could not help but compare myself to others all the time. I had determined that in order to be happy I needed to be married, make 500k a year, travel 4 times a year, and have a 50 client waiting list. Needless to say none of that was true at the time. It’s no wonder I was unhappy, and it was my own fault.

There are three things that are guaranteed to make you unhappy and I had done all three.  Here are 3 lessons I learned that will help you protect your happiness:


My obsession with ‘Happy’ led me to create a happiness standard that was unreasonable & out of touch with my reality. Studies show that “people who highly value happiness set happiness standards that are difficult to obtain, leading them to feel disappointed about how they feel, paradoxically decreasing their happiness the more they want it.”[1] I had clients, a profitable business and a loving partner, but I decided it wasn’t enough. 

Disappointment was my constant companion, as I let myself become hyper focused on achieving my idea of happiness.  I failed to celebrate important milestones along my journey and scoffed at essential small victories.  Even though I had a full roster of clients, a loving partner, and the support of my community I couldn’t appreciate it.  The idea of happiness I had created was actively preventing me from enjoying the day to day reality of my success journey.

Happiness should be unconditional. You should be able to experience happiness at anytime, anywhere, under any circumstance – even if its only for a moment.  If you attach your ability to experience happiness to something external, and that external component fails you have set yourself up to be disappointed.  Conversely if you attach your ability to experience happiness to something internal (like your ability to be present), then you are completely in control of when and how we experience it.  

Ultimately Happiness can only come from within.  You have to decide to give yourself permission to be happy in the now. 


I thought that if wasn’t making 500k a year I did not deserve to be happy, because I clearly wasn’t working hard enough. What a SILLY & RIDICULOUS thought. We all deserve to be happy, regardless of how much we make or what we do for a living.  Whether you are homeless or a fortune-500 CEO, you deserve to experience happiness. 

Money isn’t the answer.  How privileged you are accounts for less than 10% of your happiness factor.[2]  The quality of your social connections has more bearing on your happiness than how much money you make.

In pursuit of my untenable idea of success,  I had let my auxiliary relationships fall to the way side, and increased my expectations of my partner.  You don’t have to be a genius to know that was a poor choice on my part.  it is unhealthy to expect to get everything you need socially from one person, even if they want to give it to you. 

Resources can make life easier but no man is an island. Engaging in meaningful relationships bring vibrant color to our lives. There is no joy greater then sharing genuine laughter with a trusted friend, or feeling so safe with someone that you can simply be silent.  There is nothing wrong with striving for financial abundance; however, it should not come at the expense of your relationships.  Maintaining quality relationships leads to meaningful interactions which promote a sense of satisfaction and well being, which result in increased feelings of happiness.[3]


Happiness is a feeling of  well being, satisfaction,  or contentment.[4]  No where is happiness defined as a relationship status, financial bracket, or professional title.  Happiness is state of being that we control.  Almost 40% of what effects our happiness on a daily basis has to do with what we experience and how we react to those experiences.  If you want to be happy, you have the power to purposefully take control of your happiness.

I had given my power away to a fictitious idea of happiness  that was not rooted at all in the true definition of the word.  In order to regain control of my happiness, I needed to reclaim my power.  I had to remember that I am the only person with the power to celebrate and acknowledge the moments of satisfaction, contentment and well being I experience.

You are powerful. You have the ability to celebrate and acknowledge everything you do. There is no accomplishment to small or insignificant to be celebrated – even if you only lost 1 lb, improved one skill, made one new contact, followed up on one warm lead, or figured out the one thing you need to do next.

Your happiness is precious and it’s your responsibility. You have the power to control how you define happiness and what you associate with it.  You can chose to create an idea of happiness that is not based in reality, tie your happiness to dollar signs, forget about your relationships, and disregard all your accomplishments.  However,  that’ll probably make you really unhappy.

I challenge you to stop worrying about being happy.  Instead just be present and enjoy the moment. Appreciate your relationships and be an active participant in them. Remember that at its root happiness is about contentment & satisfaction. Learning how to appreciate the present momentwhatever it may be, is the quickest way to happiness.  Ready to regain control of your happiness? Join my tribe today for  get monthly tips and inspiration to keep you in control and enjoying the journey!

[1] Can Seeking Happiness Make People Happy? Paradoxical Effects of Valuing Happiness; https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3160511/

[2]What is the Science of Happiness?;  https://www.berkeleywellness.com/healthy-mind/mind-body/article/what-science-happiness

[3] Can Relationships Boost Longevity and Well Being?; https://www.health.harvard.edu/mental-health/can-relationships-boost-longevity-and-well-being

[4] https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/happiness